A minute with myself

The best thing about my mom is her mental strength. She’s too strong for me even. She told me that she was broken down after my father’s demise. Okay, that was one thing. But she took just 2 months to recover. She joined a job and engaged herself. Because of my brother’s vacation, she even told him to join the classes where she was serving. So, even my brother is teaching with my Mom. She was a lot confused when it came down to managing the leftover funds. She thought she had to manage it all by herself. But let me tell you my Mom that there are your two sons here to help you out. I said her we’ll manage it somehow. I just told it because she was tensed. I hardly knew how to manage it. She is now up and running all by herself. She has probably set an example for the society. She insists to focus on girls’ education. My Mom got married at the age of 19. She had hardly studied anything by that time. This is the usual trend in my society. Girls usually get married at the age of 19...

It was not a happy new year 2016 for me. My father’s tragic demise had broken me down. It was just the most unbelievable incident of my life. It occurred on 25 th Dec 15. I don’t want to get in to the depth of that shocking incident. It sends a chill down my spine when I even memorize that incident one bit. One thing was clear from that day that life’s funny. It is unpredictable and unimaginable. It is cruel, too. But somehow I need to cope with it. There were some really beautiful thoughts, quotes and lines and ambitions written in my father’s diaries. He used to write everything in his diaries including every work he had to do that corresponding day. He was the perfect dad, perfect husband and perfect son. But without any hesitation that day he was called upon by God. He didn’t have any illness or disease. He was living a normal healthy life and suddenly one day this happens. We are left stunned as to how did this happen. Why only us? I am just aged 18. I have just cross...

This blog has a special meaning in my life. Here I will post my own topics and my own feelings. So let me start with my 'old is gold' days.  Today I found a diary of phone numbers which I had written last time probably a few YEARS ago. That started my nostalgia about remembering my friends. I had probably brought this diary with me without any special reason, here. One thing I noticed was that the diary had landline numbers written in it. So that signifies that 80% of people at that time didn't have their personal cell phones. Having your own cell phones means that your busyness has increased. Before 10th standard, my schedule was just awesome. I would come from school around 1 PM. I would have my tutions from 2 to 3:30 in the noon. The main thing was that I went to private tutions which were just opposite to my apartment. After 4 PM, we would all gather down to play Cricket. It was as awesome as it gets. Atleast 8 to 10 people came to play cricket everyday. And it w...