A minute with myself

I am an attractive woman in my mid-40s. I am a housewife. I am married to a big business associate. More often than not, I am in my big mansion strolling around and performing daily chores. Many times, I have to sleep without my husband. He is too busy at work. I don’t really have an idea what he does. I get too bored around the house. So, I indulge myself in lavish parties with my girlfriends. I have made a lot of them. But it feels awful sometimes that you don’t have your partner around for long. He doesn’t know I had an abortion not a long time ago. I don’t know if he is cheating on me. I hardly see him these days. I feel a lack of emotional and physical support from a man. I have been advised to divorce my man. But why should I? I would hardly benefit from it. The financial support will be gone. I hardly have any education to do a job that gives me a decent pay. The lavish lifestyle that I boast of will be gone. Seeing my monotony, my friends make me meet a charming young man. T

Today, I am going to present my thoughts about this very sensitive and taboo subject in the Indian society. Once again, I will want to look at this with a diplomatic approach and support it with theories. I also want views from people who are reading this. We say that sex is an integral part of our lives. On an average, human beings have enough amount of sex to satisfy themselves. Almost every human has a sexual orientation i.e. a tendency to develop a sexual attraction or a romantic feeling towards another person. It’s not preferably the opposite sex that people are always attracted to. It might be their own sex as well. Yes, I am talking about the Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender (LGBT) community. Before you judge, please stay put to moral grounds and human rights. Lesbian and Gay is self-explanatory. Bisexuality is the tendency to be attracted towards both genders i.e. a woman might be attracted to men as well as women. They are in between the homosexuality and heterose

LOVE. It is the single-most emotion that keeps humans or broadly stating, living creatures bonded together. You love your family and your family loves you, that’s the reason you are all together. Simple. Albert Einstein once wrote letters to his daughter. In it, he stated that the Universal force of Love is the greatest and strongest force in the world. Love is power, Love is gravity, Love is God and God is Love. It is this force that has the power to heal the world. In the world famous equation E=m*c^2 , if E is considered as the Energy required to heal the pain and sufferings of the world, then love multiplied by light squared is its solution and conclude that it is the most powerful force. We have been salvaged from selfishness of humanity because of this force. On the occasion of Christmas, we celebrate love in its purest form. The love of a daughter for her father, the love of a mother for her son, the love of a person for their spouse, the love between two friends and s

I am going to tell you about my deepest and darkest fantasies. Being a young adult, I crave for a touch, a touch of a woman so seductive, so passionate. Maybe you would judge me for this but I am not afraid of that. This post is for everybody who want to embrace their sexuality and eroticism because it is only human to crave for it. As I was sad and alone because of my “single and happy to mingle” status, I decided to go to a club for the first time in a while. I had alcohol before but this was something different. It was as if I wanted to drink not for the sake of drinking but to allow myself to free. After having 5 shots of Vodka, I certainly felt the ecstasy and adrenaline. To make things better, I was accompanied by a stranger. We talked and she certainly realized I was high. I was amazed by her beautiful face and magnetic charm. I wasn’t ashamed of gazing at her. I didn’t care. I asked her if she wanted to dance. She obliged. In a while, I felt euphoric. We were looking in

“We don’t meet people by accident; they are meant to cross our paths for a reason.” In life, you meet a lot of people. Is there a reason behind meeting someone? Do we all meet by chance? What is destiny? These questions baffle me as much as anybody. I think we all ought to have an opinion on this. So, according to me, we meet people because of some reason. They say that if you have a positive attitude and you remain happy all the time and luck is favoring you these days then chances are you are going to meet your soulmate soon. It’s like as if the whole universe immerses itself in the process of amalgamation of two souls or acquaintances. Just think of it this way. You met a person on a train. She was all soaked in sweat. So, you lend her help. You get to know that she has missed her train because she got stuck in traffic. She had to take another one ultimately. What transpired all this? Was it all chance? I don’t think so. Another minute here or there and she probably wo

Yes, I am afraid to love. This is a confession. A couple of years ago, I loved this girl from the bottom of my heart and with all the passion. The problem was she didn’t love me back. But still I thought that one day she would ultimately return to me. For several years, I was under the impression that I was in love with her and would do anything for her. Fuck, I wasted the most precious years of my life yearning for someone who wasn’t going to be mine. It wasn’t even her fault that she didn’t like me. It is how it is. Still my heart would set itself on fire just by getting a glimpse of her. All of these years, there were not even a handful of moments when she remotely took interest in me. But being a loser that I were, I hadn’t given up hope on her. I was too mad for her. My friends told me to forget her or propose her. I said I will propose when the moment is opportune. For Christ’s sake what was I thinking? Where was my self-respect gone? I was hurting myself and wasting time o

We always wonder what we have done with our lives. We always wonder that we haven't been successful enough. We have been let down by ourselves. We haven't been what we could have been. We often burden ourselves, pity ourselves, self-loath ourselves under expectations. This is because the society, the people around us and our loved ones have taught us that in order to be happy, in order to be content, you need to be successful; you need to be able to earn; you need to be able to spend. That's where the quality of a human life is measured not by the acts of kindness or self-sacrifice or humbleness but by achievements and fame and money. That's where materialistic approach towards life has come into existence. A man says "I can earn a living for myself; I can afford all the luxuries in the world. What else do I want?" in the modern world. Life is too short for pitying or sighing. We think we haven't done anything substantial with our lives because we hav