A Sensual touch

I am going to tell you about my deepest and darkest fantasies. Being a young adult, I crave for a touch, a touch of a woman so seductive, so passionate. Maybe you would judge me for this but I am not afraid of that. This post is for everybody who want to embrace their sexuality and eroticism because it is only human to crave for it.

As I was sad and alone because of my “single and happy to mingle” status, I decided to go to a club for the first time in a while. I had alcohol before but this was something different. It was as if I wanted to drink not for the sake of drinking but to allow myself to free. After having 5 shots of Vodka, I certainly felt the ecstasy and adrenaline. To make things better, I was accompanied by a stranger. We talked and she certainly realized I was high. I was amazed by her beautiful face and magnetic charm. I wasn’t ashamed of gazing at her. I didn’t care. I asked her if she wanted to dance. She obliged. In a while, I felt euphoric. We were looking into each other’s eyes as we danced. We felt a connection; a spark. She put a hand on my shoulder to compliment the slow but dark music. The sexual tension was palpable. I put my hand on her waist. I could feel her body. I wanted her. I realized she was probably older than me but had age anything to do with this? She buried herself into my chest. I whispered into her ear “I want you”.  She replied that she didn’t commit. She was only looking for casual flings. I got scared. The thought of ‘No Strings Attached’ was alien to me. Fuck, I hadn’t even had a girlfriend in my lifetime and here I was getting to fuck without commitment. Only a fool would let go of the opportunity. Being in the peak of my manhood, it was best to explore my sexuality through her. So, I gave in.

 We went to her place and she asked me for drinks. I had more alcohol. We talked for a while. As our glasses clinked with each other, she came close to me. We put our glasses on the table. She felt my hands. She told me they were soft. I felt her thighs. Before I could realize, I felt as if I was tasting strawberry on my lips. There are a lot of nerve endings on your lips. That’s the reason a kiss on the lips is very intimate and personal. We were kissing. She started unbuttoning me. I was reluctant. She told me to shut up and enjoy. I felt tremors as she ran her fingers down my bare chest. She was exploring me. She then placed her lips on my neck and certainly I could feel the temperature of my body rising. I was moaning. It was the pleasure of a lifetime. She started kissing my chest and went down. I felt wanted. I saw lust in her eyes. I chuckled and groaned at the same time. I was losing my mind. I was getting insane. She finally took my pants out and held my erect penis. Desire and passion took over rationality and mind. The sensual touch of a woman that I craved for for long was finally felt on my body. I could feel I was about to climax long before the main thing happened. I told her that. She gave me a gentle handjob and saw me getting pleased. I finally came on her hand. I felt sorry but what was I to do? I couldn’t control myself. Perhaps, she expected a naïve like me to do such a thing. I went to the bathroom.   

Fast forward a few minutes, she wanted me to take charge. We went into her room and sat on the bed. I took out her top and slowly undid her bra. I stared at her breasts. I kissed her as we leaned back at the bed. I went down to feel her breasts and bit them gently. I ran down my finger to her belly before I kissed her at the button. I grabbed her breasts all the while. She was being pleased. I went down at her. I stimulated her clitoris with my fingers as she moaned. She murmured “I want you inside me”. I took out the condom and placed it. She helped me in getting inside of her. It was painful and didn’t go as expected. I did all the hard yards to try and please her. We were sweating. I gave up finally. But my wish was getting fulfilled every minute. We talked and cuddled after that. I felt she was happy. I ran my finger down her back as we gazed at each other. She blushed. I caressed her beautiful hair. We smiled at each other.

This was new to me but maybe not to her. She said she looked for casual flings because she had lost faith in love. Probably, she was heartbroken. This night full of lust and passion will remain with me forever though. I don’t know when we slept. I woke up and saw her sleep like a baby besides me. I patted her and whispered that I wanted to meet her once again. We exchanged numbers. She showed me the way out as we smiled at each other. We exchanged a goodbye hug. I was laughing and smiling to myself about the whole incident on my way home.